Always been a sucker for nicotine patches. Asthma in that relation ain't good. So this
pack is hopefully the last pack ever smoked. At first I wanted to write that shit down in my book that is to 90% finished and all, but I decided this poor Blogger thingy is almost dead-beaten by me. So this will be as well a post that will last here for a while, I guess.
The next days Imma move back with my mother. I will do some drugs upon a hill and listen to some Autechre and maybe some other new shit. I know they dropped a new album that consists of 4 mini EPs and I suppose they'll all last each one of 'em about an hour or so. I thought about getting a typewritter. I'm somewhat in the mood to write down shit for me.
Listening to this @ the moment.
Gotta take a shit....
These are my last days of living the "high life". After that I will have no internet.
Live in a apartment on the second floor that has mold in it (might start chain smoking
at that part again haha) and financially I'm 100% responsible for myself.
So every cent has to be turned thrice or soe.
The album is almost done and the book is done. After this blog I will masturbate furiously.
One of my last hardcore masturbation sessions in a longer time span, I guess.
I got plans to study audio engineering in Berlin. If everything works out, then I'm
enlisted on there next year in September. In the meantime I have a serious cut down
on internet, therefore pornography, money and other beautiful privileges, like:
Watching beautifully crafted YouTube videos.
I can get some internet by lingering around friends houses, driving to McDonalds and driving
around in my bike to seek out for internet connections. But in that kind of time-era it's hard to find an unencrypted internet connection.
I'll be reliant on my smartphone which's battery life span shortens every day a little more.
Can I keep this up, or will be a bullet in my mouth only sufficient for this.
The future will be for me:
>More poor than ever
>Depression because of internet deprivation
>More workflow, since a lot of shit can't distract me.
I started out WealthyAffiliate.Com and I might consider building up my own business.
But the more I focus on a commercially successfull business in the real world... the further
I stray away from doin' beats and all that shiz.
See you next time.