K, I checked out my statistics and I see that I have just an English-speaking "fanbase".
Fuck it... Germany is 50% America. You see it in ads, trends, the shit that is en vogue, fastfood and so on.
Even the fuckin' slang is popular on our side of the green meadow.

So uhhh... I posted my last post 8 months ago. 8 months is a big time span!
The book is still evolving, but slowly. I thought I had more ideas and more stories to tell.

I am still working on my new album, remade some cover art from back in 2006 3 days ago.
The Youtube-Poops are still rotting on my desktop and I am hungry.

Met an old girlfriend a couple o' times but then we got separated because of my shitty
behaviour.
On one side I am really ashamed on myself on the other hand:
I am a human being. It's my purpose to make bullshit and to hurt feelings and to destroy stuff.

So I have a Cubase session behind me.
I have made 2.5 songs in this year! That's not cool.
So many ideas, and school will begin again in a half month.

"Hedonism beeeee my friend" <--- cobain.="" kurt="" p="">
Got some DXM left to party and I wanna buy some Pina Colada.
Mixing both and strolling around in the night.
The fields are open and nobody can see me, even I can't.
So I'll rave around drunk and high and without a spleen.
That's the plan.

Now I'll watch some "School Days", "Kill La Kill" and Nicolas Cage flicks.

I'll see you around in some time.

Ahhh btw:
I hope to get Canadian readers. I got only Americans and people from Alaska (northern region something).
If I'll ever travel around the world, I'll visit Canada.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ulcAm1rHnMM

Ohhh say can you seeeeeeeee...

So... uh... you can hear a mix set by me in some hours.
Will be publishing it in Soundcloud. Here's the link:
https://soundcloud.com/sylver-second

So I played the new Deadpool game for pc. It is funny as hell
and very original in it's humour. Even The Stanley Parable can't handle
so much bizarre humour!

I did a lot of writing, cutted a new poop, watched Valhalla Rising.
Songs producing ain't so easy anymore, since I have no time
because of porn or homework / study. I'll keep it up.

The chances are good, that I won't finish the probation in school.
Because of a subject for boring bookkeepers. If that will happen, which
I don't hope, but for which I am already mentally ready, I will finish
a lot of shit.

The plans for the next 5 weeks are:
- Playing Deadpull completly through
- Watching the anime Haruka
- Releasing µ-Ziq - Droops (SYLVER SECOND remix)  (this one will also be on the new album)
- Releasing Gigi D' Agostino - Lamour toujours (plain and simple SYLVER SECOND remake, which you can listen to on soundcloud of course.)
- Gabba Front Berlin - Sinners (this one will take some time!)
- Retyping and renaming my album from may and givin' it lyrics for every little bit of it
- Releasing my not so new anymore album called "SINISTER FRIENDS"
- Before the Bandcamp release I'll retype it of course and give it detailed information
about lyrics and how I made everything.


Yeah that's it. I guess I will procrastinate the shit out of these tasks, but I also
will work on 'em. Wish me luck or some shit like that...

Derealisation / Entfremdung

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I regret every day that I don't regret.

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Venetian Snares - Colorless

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I finished a song, wrote some new notes in my upcoming book.
Depression gets prevalent...

jede sekunde, in der ich nicht schlafen gehe, schmerzen meine füße mehr.
so fühlt sich purer wahnsinn an. ich MUSS das album fertig hören, nur noch das eine...?

poops 'n' songs

I am listening to "Jega - Doric" right now. A lot of positive energy is streaming in my mind.
I'll write further on my book in 2 hours or so. I finished "Shrek" 10 minutes ago.
If I have enough time, I'll mix down my 2 or 3 tracks in Cubase.
It's 1:19 am and the timing is perfect for the happiness-rush.